Today is the day, and yeah, I can relax now. Luckily my result is not as shitty as what I have expected, which means I have a lot of things to do afterwards.
First of all, buying a Korean chilli paste. Yes, I wanna make some kimchi as I missed the taste of it and I found that I can get that chilli paste from a reachable store which is really good. Using ordinary chilli powder is an easier option but for me I want to try it by using that chilli paste. Even though it's quite pricy.
Next, taking some aesthetics photos for my sister's social medias profile pictures. I hope they turn out well using my phone's lousy camera.
Also, continue writing my BTS fanfics. Yes, I enjoy it too much, gonna write more, phewww--
Buying a sunscreen lotion is such a lame idea but gonna write it down here or I might forget about it anytime.
Buying a kawaii Hello Kitty sharpener for my friend is a MUST. I'm sooo happy and excited that she decided to give me some souvenirs from Shanghai and a Hello Kitty mug together with a box of KitKat, I'm too happy and maybe I should buy more gifts to her?
Applying for a scholarship. Yes, hopefully I can stop procrastinating.
Oh ya, buying my siblings some junk foods? This is a MUST too.
Gonna add more since I have a lot of things to do.
--updated on 18 Jan 2017
I almost forgot about sticking the BTS poster on my bedroom's wall lol.
--updated on 22 Jan 2017
It's been a long time that I don't post or blog anything in English.
Life is quite tedious and tomorrow is the important day for me...if you know what I mean. (Sigh)
I have been worrying for my result since the first day of my holiday. I can't help but just feel anxious. I always don't have confidence in myself which is really bad for me. As I have to deal with my anxiety due to this problem. I may be seem as a very optimistic girl but actually nope, I considered myself as a pessimistic person, when people are enjoying their holiday lives, I'm staying at home suffering. To be honest, I judge myself very hard.
I hope I can get a better result, I hope for anything good in my life. I have been stressed for several months and went through some disappointments which snatched my happiness away. I just feel tired and I'm fake up my bright smile so people won't sense anything wrong in me.
Even though it has been better after talking to my siblings, and they knew what's actually went wrong in me. I feel supported and blessed.
Anyways, I hope tomorrow will be okay and I'll get a better result. Wish myself good luck and I hope God heard my prayers.
Thanks for every good thing gifted!